It sucks to be me!!!

I was too young to understand at first. Now I get it. My dad is way to protective. He used to be part of my life and now he isn't very much so. I can't say I'm sorry. He is a different person now. He even said so to me. What if he doesn't care? I hate having to ask myself questions like that. The fact that i don't know is sad enough for me. It sucks to be in my own shoes. I feel uncomfortable yet they are just the right size for my frail feet.

Mace in your face is not a good place. But it can happen.

OMG!!! My cousin Paul got pushed and he could have gotten killed. Paul is playfull the fun type if you dare say. Today he was playing with his friend and he pushed Paul way to hard. Then Paul knocked a girl by accident. Then she sprayed mace or pepper spray in his eye. The doctors don't know yet. His dad had to take him to the hospital. I didn't find out until I came back from a school trip. One of the school advisors told me that something happened to him and i called my mom to find out. When i got off the train near my house I saw one of his friends. He told me the whole story of what happened. Now i couldn't walk home with my cousin because of that stupid girl. The worst part is that he didn't know her and he couldn't identify her. It really sucked bad. He is still in ST. Luke's Hospital as we type. LOl. Wait I don't have time to laugh. I think I am going to make a card ofr him or something.