Summer Vacation Unleashed

OMG!!!
Tonight I am going to Phillie to see my cousin perform. She is going to get a spot in some dance school at france. She wants some of the family to see her at her last recitle before she starts school in France. We are so proud of her. When I come back I'm going on my first date since Patrick. Or at least my first real date since then. DeAnte and I are going clubbing. His brother is a the head security guard at club 40/40 in NYC. We are going to have so much fun. Now that school is over I can once again let loose. DeAnte is really cool. I'm starting to like him a lot. Patrick already told me that he was jealous. I went off on him. He blew it himself. Pshawww. He isn't in the front of my mind. He isn't even inside my head. Im just chillin this summer. No more bull.♥♥♥♥

Touch my body

Mariah Carey - Touch My Body
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My not so good song that I tried to write

Verse 1:
My heart is failing
Now your love is all I got
Forever or not
I'm talking about right here right now
It's all or nothing
So let's give it our all
Even if we fall down hard to the ground

Pre Chorus:
If we stick together nothing can hurt us
Rain or shine we got to pull through
So

Chorus:
Let the past run fast out of your brain
And let the present slide into your veins
And let the rain wash away all your pain
And let me stay beside you the whole way
Remeber my heart is failing and I need your love
No I don't need gifts even if it is a dove
Boy I need your love there for me
So I won't wipe out

By Elana Lee


Don't copy

I didn't finish the whole thing. It is a process. If u have any ideas they would be so helpful right now.

Through my window.... I wrote it by myself!!!

When I cry at night it isn't because I miss you
It is because I kissed you
In that kiss I took in all your lies
All your thoughts and all your dreams
And by all means your dreams were only fantasy
None of them realistic
It made me want to go balistic
When I think of all the terrible things about you
I remember one thing
The thing I loved about you the most
Not even that delicious toast you make
But I remeber that time you where outside my house
You told me you were thinking about becoming my spouse
And you looked through my window with your beautiful eyes
Then I forgot about all your lies
And the tears I shed are for you
Hoping that someday you will find you
And step in some new shoes

Romeo+Juliet

I love romeo and juliet. What a oddly horrific romance. In class as a gift from our teacher we watched it. We saw the version with hottie Leonardo DeCaprio. The movie is crazy. There is a ton of violence and it is very wierd. It was made in 1996. They use shakespears real lines in the movie. It is a modern movie with old language. It is pretty funny all the same. It is also very romantic. Some parts made me want to cry. Booo hooo. Here is a pic of Romeo first meeting Juliet in her house.

rose

Fashion 4 life

Take from a model who isn't just a model. I am a person all the same. I don't take drugs and I don't go on diets that could damage my body. I love fashion. I ♥ clothes so much. Even though I love it, it isn't my entire life. Fashion is some what important to me though. Fashion is your own style no matter what anyone says.

Slide show 2

My favorite song

Chris Brown - Forever
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Slide Show!

Friends

Me and my cousin Melissa on my b-day. I look so pretty.

This the one in the black skirt is Cierra. The one with the gray leggings on is Kristy. And the one with the yellow skirt is Tachi. We were going to an 80s party.

This is my bestie Melody. She was there for me even when I broke up with Patrick.

Shame on me

I am always known for being the "good girl". Now i have changed. There were already 3 finals this week. One I failed and the rest I passed. I was so angry yesterday I stopped in the park next to the school with my friends. The not so cute in school Wayne was having a water fight. It has been 100 degrees in New York all week. We are having a heat wave and I am hating it. Anyways Wayne brought his friend Lincoln who is crazy. I had Cierra and Melody with me. We were throwing water all over them. We all noticed a change in Wayne. He was different. Spending a whole afternoon with him and my friends was exciting. We were rating each other and looks. Get this Wayne had a six pack. Trust me at first I didn't believe it. I had to see it for myself. He must work out or something cuz it was a total surprise to see him like that. Now i think I like him but for the wrong reasons but I will sleep on it for some time. OOOOOO i am a bad girl...
Unfortunaltly I am sweating like crazy and my AC is on. I is burning in NYC right. I am wasting away here. So i think I am going to check my facebook then just lay down for a while. I don't want to overheat and get a fever.

Exams..Then..Summer

I hate school So much. Finals are next week. I am extremely stressed out. I have payed so much attention this symester so i have to pass at all costs. If i don't my ipod, cellphone, and camera will float out the window and I will be devastated. O and my life just got a whole lot harder. The Vicky's Secret I work at is in the mall that Patrick hangs out in. Today he stopped by and started playing with thongs near the register. His friend Andrew cam up to me and said "Pat would love to see you in this". My boss then saved my life as she walked out of her office. She tilted her glasses then said "Excuse me young man....Unless you are a transvestite I suggest you put those out of my employee's face and walk out of here". When they left I couldn't help but laugh. Then Andrew gave em this look saying we will be back. I get chills just thinking about that. Patrick didn't even say anything to me. He is going out with Aaliyah now. She only likes him because he started skateboarding after we broke up. He picked it up pretty fast and I must admit he is good for a beginner. Now i just have to stop talking about him. School is almost over and all I will have too see are summer boys that live on my block. Summer sounds so distant but is so close. Boys...Tall Boys...Cute Boys...Summer boys that you stop hanging out with when school starts again.
summer is my daredevil mode. I go crazy secretly so that my parents never find out. I have snuck out a few times. Only when my mom is out and when my brother is at my dad's house. Last year was one of the best summers. I talked to some boy i didn't know on the beach. And i was in a cute green bikini and had the bect glasses ever on. Toodles♥

Chris Brown

Chris Brown.He is amazingly sexy and looks great. His girlfriend Rihana. She is a little pretty. They are a couple and have been hiding it for too long. Now they are exposed. Pics of them kissing and hugging and hanging out. Chris's album Exclusive made so much money for its great hits. Good Girl Gone Bad made a lot of money too. Chris's album was better. I have many pics of their love life. Here are a few.

How am I going to spend my day?

No school!!! Today is Brooklyn/Queens day. All the public schools are closed. Even if you don't live in Brooklyn or Queens!!! My brother is mad because he goes to catholic school and they have school today. Now I am home alone with my grandmother and her home care attendant. I am watching "THe Big Ten" on MTV. I only like some of the videos. There are too many commercials as well. Later on I have to get my lazy self up and go t the store to get some more food for my grandma. Today isn't going to be boring because Cierra and I are going to the pool at Riverbank. I promised her I would go because no one else could make it. Everyone had plans except for us 2. Since it is a pool I can't bring the bathing suit I got from Vicky's Secret but I will use the one my dad gave me for swim practice. Even though I hate it.
Speaking of swimming I had to join the school team because of my crazy dad who said it would be a "good experience". Yeah right. Excercise is enough swimming three times every week is over dosing thing just a bit.

It sucks to be me!!!

I was too young to understand at first. Now I get it. My dad is way to protective. He used to be part of my life and now he isn't very much so. I can't say I'm sorry. He is a different person now. He even said so to me. What if he doesn't care? I hate having to ask myself questions like that. The fact that i don't know is sad enough for me. It sucks to be in my own shoes. I feel uncomfortable yet they are just the right size for my frail feet.

Mace in your face is not a good place. But it can happen.

OMG!!! My cousin Paul got pushed and he could have gotten killed. Paul is playfull the fun type if you dare say. Today he was playing with his friend and he pushed Paul way to hard. Then Paul knocked a girl by accident. Then she sprayed mace or pepper spray in his eye. The doctors don't know yet. His dad had to take him to the hospital. I didn't find out until I came back from a school trip. One of the school advisors told me that something happened to him and i called my mom to find out. When i got off the train near my house I saw one of his friends. He told me the whole story of what happened. Now i couldn't walk home with my cousin because of that stupid girl. The worst part is that he didn't know her and he couldn't identify her. It really sucked bad. He is still in ST. Luke's Hospital as we type. LOl. Wait I don't have time to laugh. I think I am going to make a card ofr him or something.

Tomorrow...2morrow

Tomorrow is a sad and scary day. My little bro turns OMG!!!! 10 years old. I remember when i turned my first double digits. I didn't feel any different. He doesn't seem excited either. I am gonna give him birthday punches and a big sloppy kiss on the cheek. Just to make him annoyed like a good sister is supposed to. I just noticed as i am typing this, I didn't get him anything!!!! I hope i will be able to get him something after school tomorow. That way when i get home he will have had a good day. Then my older sister's birthday is in exactly 2 weeks. I am the only one who doesn't have a birthday in June, out of all my mom's kids. I feel like an oddball. A very cute oddball though. :)
I have to think of what i want to get him, and what is cheap. This is going to be difficult. I have a paper due 2morrow that i haven't even started. I bet that i will still get a good grade though. No bragging but i rock when it comes to my grades. Here i am always thinking about what lies ahead. People always tell it is a good thing to think ahead but don't go to far. how am i supposed to do that? I really don't know. Wait.....I can't stop. It is like a disease. I love blogging. Even when i need to do my homework like now!!!!!!! Bye bloggers. ♥♥♥♥♥♥ :)