A model

Ever since I was 8 I have been modeling at this agency called funny-face. Hard to believe that me of all people would be a model. The way I do thing are much different from things you see on America's next top model. I have it a lot easier. At the go sees you have a lot of time. Usually they have outfits that are from the company that they want you to wear. Now that I think of it go sees are kinda fun. My next show is in June. We are already preparing for it though. I forget what clothing we will be wearing. I hope it is summerwear. I love the bathing suits they put us in. I remember when I did that charmin commercial.*Tears*. I was so cute. At least I think I was. I also did some modeling for toys'r us. I had to wear this costume for halloween. I am pretty sure I was a Disney princess. I also did a Neutrogena commercial but that was last year, and I don't hink they show it often anymore. I want to be a hershey's model. I absolutely adore chocolate. I wish I could like do a commercial where I get to eat the props. That would be fun!!!! The next photoshoot I will be doing is for OLD NAVY. Even more fun. I love their clothes.Don't worry that girl is not me.

Snitches

A snitch is someone who tattle tales on someone else. Today Naja the new kid snitched on my friend Dante. At lunch Naja and Dante had an argument. Naja asked Dante if he wanted to fight him. Dante said yes. First of all Naja is like 2 feet tall. Second of all Dante is obese. No offense. Dante could just sit on him and that would be it. At lunch they almost started fighting but there was a dean looking at them so they couldn't. Afterschool Dante started to get serious. He was ready to throw the hands up and fight him. Naja was so scared of him he snitched. He told the guidance counselor. Then Dante almost got suspendid. The thing is Naja started first. I think that Dante should have said something. Naja didn't even get in trouble!!!Dante came out of guidance looking sad and angry. You could see it in his eyes.Now nobody wants to see Naja. His girlfriend (my good friend) broke up with him for being unfair. It was all Naja's fault. He should have never prevoked Dante. Then this wouldn't have happened. Nobody likes Naja except for Devin. But Devin is a bad friend to have.

Personal

My dad is in Africa. He is spending time with his future wife. I don't even know her name. This is insane. Ever since my parents divorced things have been different. My mom has been seeing other guys. But at least she tells me who they are. My dad doesn't say a word until his relationship is serious. What I am worried about is how this woman is going to affect my relationship with my father. What will happen? I am scared. I don't want to lose him to some lady who probably doesn't care about me. One thing about my mom is I see her every day. I know what is going on with her almost all the time. With my dad I only see himon Saturdays and Sundays. I have no idea what is going on in his head. I know he loves me, but what if he loves his girlfriend more? These are the questions that haunt me.

10 feet under

Air-that's what I feel like. Because air is see-through; air is there, but not really there-exactly like me. My older sister is Miss Perfect. My younger brother Joshua, gets a lot of attention because he is the only boy in the house. But miracles do happen. Just not for me. lol. I am the middle child. The meat to the sandwich. The in-between girl. nobody notices me. nobody hears my small voice.

My Angel

My sweet beautiful angel.

Sent to me from above.

I am so grateful to have found you,and I give you all my love.

You must have come from heaven,because you have pretty little angel eyes.

When you gaze at me with them,my heart begins to fly.

Your sweet angelic voice,continuously rings in my ears.

With you by my side,there is nothing I fear.

Whenever we are together,You shine with a heavenly glow.

Your beautiful angel face,raises me up from feeling low.

Yes, heaven is missing an angel,because you are here with me.

You're my sweet, beautiful angel,and I'll love you for eternity!

At night

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you?
I think and smile,because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

Secret Lover

Come into my heart dear one,

Fill it with the warmth of your love,

Brighten my days with your sunny smile,

And fill my nights with unbridled passion.

Lay with me under the starry skies,

Whispering into my ear,Those sweet words of love,

That only we two understand,

Gently caress my trembling body,

With deliberate, knowing hands,

And cover my mouth with passionate kisses,

That draw the very soul from my body.

I live to be near you,

To feel your gentleness.

My world begins and ends in your arms.

You give me such unbelievable joy and bliss.

My heart, my wonderful, but secret lover.

SUMMER LOVE

Summer Love

The sweet, rustic smell of the rain,

Fills my nose, my head, and my brain.

The springtime showers soak my dress,

and toes tingle with a grassy caress.

The beauty of this day is lost to me,

As the deaf man hears not the melody.

For all Nature's wonders seem so dim,

When I am here, standing next to him

Pain killer

When you're growing up you basically want everything. Especially things you can't have. Devin isn't cute. He just is a nice person. When I started to like him so did my friend. But she actually asked him out. That was what I couldn't do. Ask a bad looking boy out. I wasn't jealous oddly. They were a cute couple for 2 days. He broke up with her on the second day. Her heart snapped like a twig. He broke up with her before he went home. She walked with him outside and while they were there he blew her off. 'Til this day she still doesn't know why. When she came back in from outside she made me suffer. She just looked so sad and confused. I felt bad for her. A few months later Devin decided to ask me out. My answer was no. I did like him a little but he did hurt my friend. Then on valentines day he brought my a ring. It wasn't all that special but it was nice of him. I couldn't understand why he liked me so much. It was awkward. Then I lost the ring on purpose because I felt something in my gut that he was doing this to make my friend feel bad. When I told him I lost it he was mad. It was funny in the sense that I didn't care. Then I flat out told him I had no feelings for him. He was so sad that he cried. Then i knew he really liked me. I felt terrible. Then I didn't because i noticed that is exactly what he did to my friend. He hurt her. So now he and I don't talk. I only txt him as a friend. My friend says she has moved on. I guess maybe she took a strong pain killer to help her out. As long as she is happy things are ok. NO WORRIES!

Wierd Question...

If life is fair how come roses have thorns?
This is an odd question I know, but why do some roses have throns?

Houston we have an altoids problem!

Yes, I have a problem. I am addicted to Altoids Sours. They are just so amazing. They are sour yet sweet. I bought them yesterday, and now I have like 5 left. It is an addiction for sure. How do I stop the Altoids craving inside me?

Family Guy&Barack Obama

Omg...Family Guy is a hilarious show. I usually watch it with my brother. Actually we are right now. It is beyond funny. Earlier I was watching a clip on youtube from Mad Tv. It is kinda old but ridiculously funny. Just go to Umbrella-Barack Obama Mad Tv. It is only for people a certain age. It is pretty gross, but worth the laugh.

A night at the lobster house

Cool huh...I spent most of my evening eating my heart out at Red Lobster in NYC. It took forever to get seats. I was with my sister and my mom ofcourse. It was a girl's night out. The thing was I told my mom to make reservations because Red Lobster is always crowded. Ofcourse she forgot to and all three of us had to stand for about 45 minutes waiting to get a table. I didn't want to pout but I did. I had reminded my mom too many times to forget. But I have to remember at least I got food. Some people don't have any.

Tag!!!!

TAG UR IT!!
RULES
1/ you link back to the person who tagged you.
2/ post these rules on your blog.
3/ share six unimportant things about yourself.
4/ tag six random people at the end of your entry.
5/ let the tagged people know by leaving a comment on their blogs.

Six unimportant thing about myself

1. I hate Hurricane Chris

2. I wish I had magical powers

3. I used to own 31 dolls

4. I have Never been to Disney World

5. I Adore altoids sours

6. I Go swimming every Saturday

1. The daily life of Giggles http://tapper93.blogspot.com

2. Tachi http://truthwritter.blogspot.com

3. Regitze http://my-style-blog.blogspot.com

4. The Book Muncher http://thebookmuncher.blogspot.com

5. The book brat http://thebookbrat.blogspot.com^

6. The compulsive reader http://thecompulsivereader.blogspot.com

No Air?

Tell me how I'm supposed to breath with no air?
Yah how I am I supposed to breath with no air?
Do you want me to suffocate?

Help!!!!!!!!!!

SOS...I forgot how to upload videos. Pathedic I know. If you know how leave me comment. Please do, it will help a lot. Thanks..... :)

I Wait

I wait for you,anxious to see your face.

I stand and watch,looking for the first sign of your arrival.

I finally see you,I take a second look to make sure you're really there.

My pulse races and I crack a smile,this is what I've been waiting for.

You begin to approach,you say, "Sorry, I'm late.

"I say, "No problem."But I think to myself, 'I'd have waited forever.'

At times

At times...I wish I was a better friend
At times...I wish I never kissed Raphael
At times...I hope I will find the right person for me
At times...I wish my friends were better friends
At times...I wish the things were real

Just Listen

I know my blog isn't about books but I can share my favorite book. Just Listen is the most amazing thing I have ever read. It is a great book written by Sarah Dessen. Annabel Greene used to be a very happy girl. Then her life took a bad turn after a life changing event. Annabel has lost almost all her friends. She is always lying to her family about many different things. To top all the drama off, her sister Whitney has an eating disorder. This is like the most awsome book I ever read.

Other blogs

There are so many people who have good blogs. If you're into books you should check out Book Brat @ thbookbrat.blogspot.com. She has a lot of Book listings. If want to hear about the daily life of a cool girl, you should check out the daily life of giggles. Giggles is @ tapper93.blogspot.com. There are also others. truthwritter.blogspot.com is cool to. The girl that writes it is a good friend of mine. There are many others that are more popular too. Hope you check out these.

I'd rather

I'd rather be hated for who I am,
Than loved for someone I am not.

People

One thing I have had to try and understand is that we are all unique. Today I almost fought with my friend. At first we were just joking with each other but then it got serious. She started to get really serious. I fought back.(We weren't physical, we were just making jokes.)Then I said something terrible to her. I regret it. Finally we worked it out and she said sorry. She knew she shouldn't have taken it seriously.

Because we are all different we have to take time to understand one another. We have to be understanding. Trust me I can be deep.

The past

Don't worry about the people in your past.

There's a reason they didn't make it to the future.

People

The only people you need in your life,

are the ones that prove they need you in theirs.

Don't run

When you run from something,

it stay with you longer.

When you fight something,

it makes you stronger.

Strength

Strength is nothing more than how well you hide the pain.

O please

Pay no mind to those who talk behind you back.

It simply means that you're two steps ahead.

Here's to

Here's to:
The boys that love me
The losers that lost me
&The lucky bastards that get to meet me!

Sad as can be

There are silent tears pouring out of my heart. But I'll take a step forward without regrets.

Oh no

I hate it when two friends fight and your caught in the middle. It just sucks. You don't want to take sides and hurt someones feelings. They both try to pull you their way. They try to spilt you. So while they're fighting you getting hurt. This happens to me a lot. Today was just bad though.

Where they at

I might not be the coolest person in the world, give a girl her props. Stop by my blog leave a comment. Help a girl out. I'm not beggin but if you can that would be nice. Another thing is I'm not a despo.

Citizen/Soilder

Beyond the boundaries of your city's lights

Stand the heroes waiting for your cries

So many times you did not bring this on yourself

When that moment finally comes

I'll be there to help

Exodus

My Black Backpack is stuffed with broken dreams

20 should get me through the week

Never said a word of discontentment

Fought a thousand times but now

I'm leaving home

What I've Done

In this farewell

There's no blood

There's no alibi

'Cause I've drawn regret

From the truth

Of a thousand lies

Shadow of the day

And the sun will set for you

The sun will set for you

And the shadow of the dat

Will embrace the world in grey

And the sun will set for you

Faint

I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregaurd

Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact that everyone can see

these scars

Almost Lover

Your fingertips across my skin

The palm trees swaying in the wind

Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies

The sweetest sadness in your eyes

Clever Trick

Apologize

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground.
And I'm hearing what you say,
But I just can't make a sound.
You tell me that you need me,
Then you go and cut me down...
But wait...
You tell me that your sorry,
Didn't think I'd turn around...
And say...

Mercy

All I wanted to say

All I wanted to do

Is fall apart

All I wanted to feel

I wanted to love

It is all my fault now

A tragedy I fear

Superstar

Wanna believe my own hype but it's too untrue
The world has brought me to my knees, what have you brung you?

Like Shadow and Lavelle, I battle with it well
Though I need a holiday like lady who sung "blue"

Savior

Until you crash
Until you burn
Until you lie
Until you learn
Until you see
Until you believe
Until you fight
Until you fall
Until the end of everything at all
Until you die
Until you're alive

Contact Me!

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~Nisenise

The begining

Hey! The name is Nisenise and I speak the whole truth and nothing but it. I always have something to say. Even if it is just "No Comment". You can say what you have cuz I am all ears. Speak the truth and you will be heard.