It sucks to be me!!!

I was too young to understand at first. Now I get it. My dad is way to protective. He used to be part of my life and now he isn't very much so. I can't say I'm sorry. He is a different person now. He even said so to me. What if he doesn't care? I hate having to ask myself questions like that. The fact that i don't know is sad enough for me. It sucks to be in my own shoes. I feel uncomfortable yet they are just the right size for my frail feet.