My new job....What about it?

See my job rocks. Especially because my rack is big for a 15 year old. I get discounts on bras and underwear and all the other good things. I work at Victoria's Secret. It is a new job and I love it. My co-workers are ok they are descent. Some can be rude but others are great. The reason I got the job was because my mom knows my boss. My boss' name is Tila Jones. She was happy to know that i was looking for a job because she just fired someone for being irresponsible. I don't know the whole story though. My mom told her i am responsible and that i would be great for the job. That is how great my mommy is. Yeah. I still call her mommy. I'm not too attached though. In e few years I will be out of her house anyway.

Now I need some honest opinions. Do you think it would rock if i got a tatoo on my back. It won't be too big. I want it to be a star. That way when I am on the track people can stare at my back instead of my muscle legs.Lmao. That isn't the only reason. It will look cute in the summer when i wear my bathing suit. I just hope my mom doesn't throw a hissy fit. That is what happened the last time when I got my belly buton done. Its like I can wear stuff on my belly button that I would wear on my ears. *Giggles*. 

Moving up in the world

The Govenor asked me to speak at a press conference. The conference will be about the issues accuring in NYC. I talked to him yesterday night with my mom. Get this though...He called me!!! I was so suprised and scared and excited all at the same time. now my mom is so proud. We haven't told my dad yet. Govenor Patterson asked me to write a speech on my point of view on these issues. I sound like a nerd, but i am a happy nerd then. The conference is in 2 weeks. I have to travel all the way to albany to the govenors mansion. He is paying for everything I need. Yipe. I am so flippin excited. I am going to be on TV again! THe funny part is I already know what I am going to wear. I have to look amazing. I already made a hair appointment. And I told my boss I would be gone for three days. He let me slide. BTW I got a new job at Victoria secret. Even more excitement. The thing is my family is worried about my hand. Since I got surgery they want me to settle down. They want me to be comfortable and to relax. Yeah right. Like that's ever going to happen. I am up and about. I am soooo making mine in this world.

I think I am hungry so i am going to grab a bagel. See you bloggers l8ter. ☺☻♥ :)

Neighborhood madness

hmmmm. I don't know why but i am making a collage. Life is short to honest. All I have time to do is laugh while watching "THat 70's Show". And yes it is hilarious to me. The collage is about women and men. How girls are b-e-a-utiful and how guys are flat out sexy. collages help me express my self in ways unimaginable. But i am excited to do it.

On friday i saw someone get shot.Believe me it was scary. I boy got shot in his leg right in front of the school. There was blood everywhere. It made me want to cry. I don't know if he is dead or alive. Because of the shootings going on in the neighborhood our school is being harassed by the stupid police. They check your bag. They make sure nothing bad is inside it. They take away cellphones and ipods. Today when i went through the metal detectors i started to beep. THey took the metal detector wand and checked me. My bra has a metal clasp. The lady cop made me open my shirt so she could see it. I was so embarassed and upset. I wanted to cry. Do they even have a right to do that???????? What can i do?There have been so my crime sprees lately . During memorial day 10 people were shot. Crazy right?!

Whoa!!!! Didn't see that coming...

Now i must confess. My headline is "the Truth" so here the truth is. I dumped Pat. One of the reasons was because I like Tyler. Another reason is because he tried so hard to understand me but he couldn't. It broke my heart. I didn't give him a movie break-up i gave him the real stuff. Hardcore. It still hurts that I'm not with him but I have to get over it very soon.
2 days after we broke up I had t get surgery. Well it sounded more like disection. THey did something to a bone in my hand so it wouldn't snap off. I had to stay in the hospital for a week. I had to stay out of school for a long time too. I couldn't move my hand at all. So i got the connector taken out and my hand is fine. Now i can do the normal things i usually do.I missed you guys o so much.

Been gone but back

Did you miss me bloggers? Huh? Did you miss me? I know I have been gone for a while but i am back and blogger than ever. as an update i would like to publicly announce that Pat and I are officially over!!! See you guys when I write again. LOve you all babes!

O Sarah's Bookz..How I love thy.

I think i am going to marry Sarah Dessen's bookz. Don't worry I have a feeling Pat♥ won't be jealous. I am going to give you the name of all her books in the order I like them. Juat Listen, This Lullaby, The truth About forever, That Summer, Someone Like You, Dreamland, Lock and Key, Keeping Moon, How to Deal. Juat Listen is my favorite, but I like the rest of them equally. She is such a great writer. I can't stop reading her books. It is like a good disease. But she isn't the only good writer. There are many others including me. But that is only a few peoples opinions. So i decided to introduce you to some of my writing. I am in the makings of writing a story called "The Land Of The Dead". I will post some of the story to my blog so you can read it. The only thing delaying me from putting everthing into my writing is my modeling job. My career could go in so many good directions! I should stop thinking about the past and work on the future. O and btw another example of a good author/writer is Carole Wilkinson. So many people who make money off of great bookz.☺☺☺☺☺☺

Take me there

Take me there. I wanna go there. Take me there. You know where. Just take me to that great place with wonders and everything.

I remember that song from the Rugrats. It is by Blackstreet and Mya. It is called take me there. It is kinda funny if you used to watch the rugrats. I used to. Anyways I just finished consuming my Dominos pizza. Ya I had about three slices. To be honest the spotlight of my day was pretty wierd. I spent my time afterschool helping my teachers with some of my friends. Then we spent time with our Lacross coach. Her office was fun to play in. Cierra, Nahtique, and I hung out in there for a while too. The thing I like about her is that she speaks "The Truth". That makes her perfect for my blog. I mean she fits the title perfectly. She even took my phone once. i still like her though. Trust me it is hard for me too do that because I love my phone and she took it from me.
Because Pat♥ is coming over soon I have to get ready. Or do i. I am sure he will love to see me in my pizza stained wifebeater and torn jeans. I think I should freshen up. Lmao!! Duhhh I should. One:Love:Peace Bloggers ☺

You want more????

I got a dream catcher today. I am going to hang it on the wall above my bed and let it work its magic. It is going to take away the bad dreams and keep the good. I also got my face painted. It was a green and purple heart with an arrow going through it on my face. I still have it on. I also brought this bracelet that is just so fab. It ids black, red, and white to top it off.Yes I know you are waiting for the good part about the gossip. Tyler said that I was the cutest girl in our class. I think he is cute but I don't like him. Another thing is he is one of Cierra's leftovers. I don't want to have the same guy. Ewwwwwwwwww.



And now for more stuff : Tachi got into another fight. My friend Cierra took her stuffed frog that Tachi just brought. Tachi got mad and pushed her into the wall knocking her head against it. Then Cierra knocked her on the wall and started throwing punches until Tachi cried. Ya and Cierra has that muscle. They say that she is Braulic. Braulic means you are really strong and muscular. I bet you didn't see that story coming. The best part is they didn't get caught by a teacher. They were in a quiet hallway. Wow today is just full of surprises. Tachi got into fight #2. My social/school life is absolutely crazy and hecktic. But I still love it. I just wonder if they are ever going to be friends again. Ooooooooooooooooo I can't wait to hear more tomorrow but i will update you guys on any news I get tonight. ♥

Bad girlz

Remember Tachi. Ya well today we fought. We were in the park outsidde the school and everyone wanted us to do it. I am short for my age and she is normal height. Good things come in small packages. so i finally pushed her. Then she took me by the arms and spun me. I grabbed her shirt tight and pulled it. Then our gym teacher saw us from the car ramp and we ran. That was only round one. We didn't get enough time. Then we moved to the other side of the park. In the playground. She pushed me and i grabbed her by the neck and held on tight. By now I am used to these stuck up girls getting what they want. This girl doesn't play that!! Then i dug my long nails into her skin. Making red marks. She hit my leg because her head was near my thigh the way I was holding her. Then i hit her in the eye with my hand. Then she let go of me and we backed away. Another teacher who we weren't familiar with told us to leave. We crossed the street and went to the store. I was satified but she wasn't. She wanted to fight again. so after I got my food we headed back to the park. We dropped our stuff and went at it again. This time it was more serious. She punched me in the nose the i punched her jaw. Her face looked surprised so then we threw punches everywhere. Then it got crazy and I knew we would get busted. And we almost did. A security guard saw us and told us to break it up. I don't even remember who got the last hit. all I could think was that I hated her. When we got back inside the school for afterschool we began to talk. We're not best friends but were not mortal enemies. I'm not sure if i still hate her. People are so wierd. It is like humans are just the most peculiar creatures ever. When Patrick♥ called me a few minutes ago he was worried. Then he stopped because he remembered what things I had done to this other girl last year. Don't worry it was just self defense. But today is whatever. And it will probably stay that way for another month. Gossip stays with you for a while. One:Love:Peace bloggers! :)

Puerto Rico!

I was gone all weekend because of a great surprise. My mom didn't get me a birthday present (or at least that is what i thought). On friday she started moving some of my clothes into a suit case. I asked her where I was going and she said, "Surprise! You and I are going to Puerto Rico".I was so happy. A few days away from New York. I have to admit it was fun. We stayed at a hotel a beach. We went near the water a lot. We got plenty of souveniers (excuse the spellong i am still excited)and little things from puerto rico. Patrick♥ and I spent about 3 hours talking about my trip. He is half Puertorican so he has some family there. I had a fun time and i missed all of you bloggers!!! :) ♥

Happy B-Day to me

Today is a very special day. I turn 15 today. I am so happy. I am typing this fast because I have to go to the wax museum soon. I am taking 5 of my closest friends. I have 2 digital cameras so i don't fill up one.LMAo.. We are going to take so many pics there. I'll even take one with Bush and stick up my middle finger behind his big ears. I hate him so much... Wish me luck :)