Heels!!!

I'm going to go crazy with my craving for heels. Here are pics that will blow your mind(probably not but they are cool). I don't wear heels all the time but when I wear them i love to look SEXY!!!

Lots of Blogging Love♥☻

Yikes!! I had a bad moment

I've had my "woops" moments. Everyone has them. Just the other day Melody and I went to the Statue of liberty. When you exit their are really steep wooden stairs. We were trying to be extra carefull (especially me cuz i wanted to be stupid and wear spicy red heals). All of a sudden Melody misses a step and stumbles. Thank goodness it was the last stair we had to go down. It could have been serious. I have had practice though. My grandmother is all about edicate so she always made me practice walking with flat objects on my head. I would have to walk like I was walking down a catwalk.

anyways we eventually laughed it off. I still was kinda worried about if she was ok or not. A lot of people saw her little incident. It wasn't major , but they thought it was hilarious. It really wasn't but who cares now.

Also:

I was a few hours ago fretting what I was going to do. The people from gap called saying that they wanted to do the shoot on September 25. That was the same day I have to take a special test afterschool so my english lit. teacher could see where i stand in his class. They wanted to set up the shoot for 3:45. I told them it was fine. Once I hung up the phone I was completely pissed. I had no idea what I was going to do. Then at 8:30pm they called saying they had to change the photoshoot to October 16. I was so happy. I didn't have to worry about a thing. *Fewww*. Total relief. Now I am more excited then I am angry I just have to figure out what day october 16 is... But it isn't an important day because my teacher didn't say anything about it.

~Lots of Blogging Love ♥♥♥

express yourself ♥ in new ways

I love to express myself. I have discovered a new talent of mine. I can write. I have even started my own book. It is called "Saving the Moon". I have only typed about sixteen pages but it is really good. It is about a girl who is in love with the moon. She wants to know the secrets behind it. She wants to know why it glows with beauty and many other things. She keeps a diary about all these things that she wants to know, and what she believes in. I want to make it seem like the diary is kinda of like a blog. That way i can add some stuff that i write on my blog to make her life more realistic. I loooove writing so much. I still haven't decided what I want to be. I also love modeling though. I got a job for G.A.P., so expect to c me in ads for gap. My modeling job is probably what's keeping me from deciding. But it is like a passion to me. Everyone has a passion. A passion can be anything pretty much. You can have a passion for someone or something. Me, I have a passion for DeAnte and for modeling. I wish writing fit in there somewhere. And i know I can do it i just don't know how. Lots of blogging love. :)

Confidence is Key

To do almost anything you must have confidence. You don't have to be daring our brave but you have to think about what options you have . You have to know the differrent paths. Confidence can be easy and it can be hard. Putting and orange in your mouth can show you have confidence. It shows you have the confidence to be goofy. Being gooofy can be fun. You don't need a lot of confidence to do it. Confidence is key wether you like it or not. In life confidence screams at us and tells us "use me in your life and i will make everything better". Now it might not make everything better, but it sure can help.

I was watching a show where a girl had to stand up to her parents. They had emotionally abused her. After her brother died they took it out on her. They did little things to brake her. They forced her to move into his bedroom full of mermories that hurt her because she missed him. She finally had then guts and the confidence to talk to someone who then helped her decide what was best for her. I don't mean to be all deep but confidence is "key".

Lots of blogging love!! xoxoxo

The trees and what i believe.lol. its deep

I believe the trees are our ancestors. They guide us without us knowing it.
I believe the wind is the trees breath. They love to speak about many things.
I believe the trees can pass conversations. They talk all across the entire world.
I believe the ground is the trees lover. The ground supports the tree forever.
I believe the sky entertains the trees. The blue is enchanting.
I believe that the clouds secretly envie the trees for their connection with the sky. They try to block it when they can.
I believe that water is the trees best friend . Next in line to the ground.
That is how I feel. How do you feel???